Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Faith.

Hello!  I wanted to share with you some of the wisdom that the Lord has revealed to me while I was spending time with Him, digging into His word and seeking Him.

I have been clinging onto God's promise to us, "Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you."  This can be read in Hebrews 13:5 and various other times throughout the Gospel.   With this, I came across Matthew 28:19-20 today in my daily devotional, "Therefore GO and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you.  And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.

God is with us through every moment of every day.  His love for us eternal, and it knows no bounds.  His desire is for us to become more like Christ; for our hearts to have his desires.  He desires for us to trust in his plans that he has for our lives.  But yet, we become impatient and try to carry out our own plans for our lives and often we become disappointed when our plans do not succeed.  Christ has never failed us, and he won't start now.

I've been reading the book A Million Ways to Die by Rick James.  Yesterday I read about Lazarus' death and resurrection.  In John 11:1-11 we read about how Lazarus is sick, so his sisters Mary and Martha send word to Jesus the the one he deeply loves and cares for is sick.  We would expect Jesus to immediately leave his place to go to Lazarus, but he doesn't.  Instead, Jesus stayed where he was for two more days.  Later in John 11: 17-22 we learn that Lazarus had been in the tomb for four days by the time Jesus arrived.  During that time, the faith of Lazarus' sister Martha had been stretched in mighty ways.  It is painful for us to wait for the Lord and to trust that his timing is always perfect.  In the society that we live in today, many people seek immediate satisfaction.  Their every want and need can be satisfied almost in an instant.  Martha remained faithful during the time that she waited for Jesus to arrive.  We too, must wait for the Lord.  As we wait for the Lord to reveal His plans to us, our faith is being stretched and becomes stronger.

Hebrews 11:1 "Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see."  Faith is believing in the unseen.  Just as we have faith in God, even though we cannot physically see him, we must also have faith in His timing.

We surely do not know the plans that the Lord has for us, but in Jeremiah 29:11 we read of how the Lord wishes to see us prosper, "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Our faith is being tested on a daily basis, but we have to choose to believe that the struggle is worth it!  James 1:2-3 talks about walking through the struggles of life.  Through all of the struggles of life, we have to think of an eternal perspective.  We may just be one tiny dot on a continuum, but we have the ability to make an eternal impact on the people that surround us in this world.  "Consider if pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance."

As I continue to learn how the Lord is teaching me to grow in my faith, I know that He is pursuing me a midst the moments of joy and the moments of pain.  God gave us His Gospel so that we may cling to His promises and His truths.  My prayer is that each of us may learn how to cling to those truths and promises and we continue to carry out the mission set before us to go and preach the Gospel to the nations.


Psalm 56:3 "When I am afraid, I put my trust in you."

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

home.

First semester of my junior year has come to an end. It's difficult to believe that five semesters of college have come and gone, and only three remain.  When I reflect upon myself from the time I arrived on campus at UW-Oshkosh to now, a significant change has occurred.  That change occurred when I stopped finding satisfaction in grades and my achievements and placing my faith in Christ.

I'm home for Christmas break now, and I have been reflecting a lot on my friends at school as I settle down from the busyness of exams. To be in such a loving, caring, and accepting community of people, that's essentially what I had been longing for all of my life.  Jesus helped fill that longing.  He is faithful and He provides.  I know that my friends are the friends that I will have for the rest of my life.

Along with being home I have also been thinking about my family.  God has provided me with a family that is loving, caring, funny, and a family that has helped shape me to the person I am today!

From the Christmas tree, to the coffee, homemade food, and hugs; home is a wonderful place to be.


My heart is filled with so much joy, especially during this time of year.  Something about the snow gracefully falling from the sky, the sun shining through the trees, and the hustle and bustle in the streets.  The world seems to come alive during Christmastime, while we are celebrating the birth of Jesus.  Through everything happening during this season, there is also a peace in the air.  Proverbs 14:30 says, "A heart at peace gives life to the body."

I wish you the most joyful Christmas as you spend time with family and friends, and that your hearts may be at peace as we rejoice in the birth of our Savior.

Blessings,

Jenna


Saturday, November 30, 2013

Captivated.

"Your love, LORD, reaches to the heavens, your faithfulness to the skies."
Psalm 36:5

The winter season is upon us, and I am finally finding time to write another blog post!  To recap my junior year of school so far, it has been filled with endless blessings.  From the six wonderful ladies that I share a dwelling with, Fall Retreat, Life Options, to helping lead a freshman, discipling two ladies, and attending Action group with other sophomore and junior ladies; I have been surrounded by a Christ centered community and am continuing to learn how to be dependent on God throughout my daily life.

My word of the year has been JOY.  Recently I started to read a book about joy and how I can learn how to nurture joy in others along with how to nurture and build joy in myself.  Sometimes, it's the little things in life, like not assuming the best in others, that can take joy away from them.  After learning, even the smallest portion, of what it looks like to live a life filled with joy this year, I have gained a new understanding as to what that looks like.  Focusing my thoughts on how to nurture others with joy, I have been pondering the five unchanging attributes of God.

  • God's Worth is Incomparable (Psalm 148:13)
  • God's Word is Reliable (Psalm 119:111, Psalm 19:8, Job 23:10)
  • God's Works are Awe-Inspiring (Psalm 111:2, Psalm 65:12-13, Psalm 98:4, Psalm 92:4, Philippians 4:4)
  • God's Ways are Loving (Psalm 18:35)
  • God's Will is Good (Jeremiah 29:11, Psalm 139:12)

God is the spring of living water, and he will NEVER changes.  Even if we feel like we're failing.  God's will is always good.

In this season of giving thanks for what God has given me, I wanted to share with you my A-Z thankfuls.  With that, here is goes! :)

Ability to speak Spanish
Bonding with others
Confidence in Christ
Discipling gals
Eagerness to grow and learn
Family
Going to college
Having a place to call home
Inner jogging
Jesus' sacrifice
Knowledge that has been passed down to me
Loving friends and family
My totes ma goats supes dupes awesome friends
New friends, responsibilities, and opportunities
Openness to becoming an avid drinker of coffee
Personal relationship with God
Quiet times
Random moments with friends
Sisters in Christ
The opportunity to go to NMB Summer Project
Unabashed silliness and youthfulness
Vintage photos
Waking up each morning
X-cellent roommates
Yeppers, my love for squirrels
Zeal for the Lord

I am going to include some photos from this semester so far. Enjoy!

Blessings,

Jenna


Abbie and I at Life Ops!


Cheering on the UWO Men's Soccer Team!


Halloween 2013


Fall Retreat 2013 Juniors


Door County